my irrational fear of ...

well here goes nothing, nobloplomo time and i'm going to try to do it. my friends are such a good influence on me ;-)

i have given this great thought and i have a lot of fear, but they are common ones, like death, snakes, etc. i don't think those are necessarily irrational. mine is probably more of an anxiety than anything, but i have this irrational fear of being ill or fainting when ever, but mostly when, i'm in a social situation or especially in a confined space, like the south shore train. i get all high anxiety, but then once i'm in the sitaution for a bit i'm fine. heck i haven't even passed out in about 8 years, but i did before then. i've fainted in my getting my cast off when i was 7, in painting class, during an eye exam, and whenever i get my blood taken. it's doesn't consume me like it used to, but it's kind of always there. and just to let you know that if i ever do pass out, i'll be fine, just slap me a couple of times. ;-)