5 Ways to Lose a Fight

I've never been in a physical fight, i try to avoid those at all possible. i'm more of a lover, not a fighter.

1. Walk away, okay, RUN away.
2. Don't show up. Just avoid the parking lot.
3. Before the first blow, immediately drop to the ground and play dead.
4. Start crying uncontrollably.
5. One word. VOMIT.

Cause(s) close to your heart

i think that i hold strong feelings when it comes to animals and nature. i am definitely a conservationist. we have so many gifts in this planet that people really don't appreciate anymore. everyone needs to be thankful for the tender grass, the glisten snow, a cool rain, the sound of waves at the beach, the sounds of the birds in the sky. everything that people take for granted is deteriorating. conservation is something that i've strongly believed in since high school. i think that's why i take the kind of pictures that i do. i want people to see the beauty in the nature.

how has your life as an adult turned out differently than what you had anticipated in high school?

well in high school, i wanted to be a zoologist. i really love animals, so i thought i would be working with them and studying them. i enjoy research, observation and i knew my genus and phyla pretty well. i always knew i was going to go to valparaiso university, there was no alternative. it's the only school i applied to.

my mom found out about a scholarship for students who are talented in art, so she had me go for the interview and the portfolio review. and i got it. the only thing was that i would have to declare an art major to get it, not a biology one as i had planned. so i researched what i could do with art and found design.

it's kind of strange that i ended up in art b/c my mom always wanted me to be a pharmacist. sometimes i wonder what would have happened if i was a pharmacist, but then i don't think i would have ever found me. i've always expressed myself in art, i would draw my feelings to people rather than talk. once i went to VU and met other people like me, i felt like i finally found me.

i always believe that GOD has a plan for everyone, sometimes we get off track, but he's always there and we always get to where we need to be--eventually.

The most interesting thing that happened today.

today, was pretty much a normal day for me. woke up, went to work, worked, came home. we did have an amusing day playing with patti's daughter's my little pony castle. it was also really great to see the talent that we get to work with everyday. patti brought in one of her gorgeous paintings and ryan finished his michael jackson illustration. it's so inspiring to be surrounded by talented artists everyday.

i think i'm making some progress on my holiday sections, well the first one. we're getting there, the next few days are really going to be hectic though.

and i think i may be getting sick. i will fight to the end sinus infection, you will not win!

what 7 songs would be on the soundtrack of your life?

ok this is really hard for since i really love music. i don't know if these would actually be a soundtrack or even a good one, but these songs are ones that i've listened to over, and over and still love. some remind me of growing up and some are newer, but here they are.

Bittersweet Symphony by The Verve -- probably my all time fave song

Chocolate by Snow Patrol -- this is my highest played song

Learning to Breathe by Switchfoot -- love them and this is my fave

Wonder by Natalie Merchant -- reminds me of driving with my friends to high school

Nowhere & Everywhere by Michelle Lewis -- college memories

Closer To Myself by Kendall Payne -- a song about finding yourself

Time by Chantal Kreviazuk -- loves it

Baby Got Back by Sir Mix-a-Lot -- i know all of the words to this one and everyone gets a kick out of that

With A Little Help From My Friends by Joe Cocker -- listened to the "Wonder Years" soundtrack way too much

I Miss You by Incubus -- one of my fave bands

Stuck in the Middle With You by the Stealer Wheels -- i love my oldies

Banana Pancakes by Jack Johnson -- my ringtone

Even Angels Fall by Jessica Riddle -- love this song

Rockin' Robin by Bobby Day -- probably one of my first fave songs

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun by Cyndi Lauper -- my first tape :-)

Crazy (remix) by Britney Spears -- i'm a closet brit fan, love my pop music

Wonderwall by Oasis -- high school

King of Wishful Thinking by Go West -- ahh MMC memories

One Big Love by Patty Griffin -- makes me think of car rides with 'becca rockin' out to Patty

Over-rated by Gavin DeGraw -- any song by gavin will do, i love music (period)

Stranded by Plumb -- one of my top played

Joker by Steve Miller Band -- everyone in my high school knew this one


ok, ok i have to stop now. i didn't even include any No Doubt or Christina Aguilera, Goo Goo Dolls, Matchbox 20, Kelly Clarkson, Counting Crows, OAR, Augustana, THE BEATLES... I really could go on and on and on.

past

thought i would share some old photos.

baby me



my grandparents at my great-grandparent's farmhouse in Pennsylvania.

conspiracy theory

this subject was a tough one for me. conspiracy theory let me think. well maybe there are more than a few things out to get me, but i'm not running around with a hat made out of aluminum foil on my head, thinking that "they" are going to read my mind. There are a few things...
my stomach -- it's out to get me, really, how come everything that tastes good, gives me heartburn?
so that includes the makers of tums or any type of antacid, they're in on this thing too.
target -- they know just what i like, too tempting and the clearance aisles make so happy. i'm like a moth attracted to the bright red glow of that target logo.
aliens -- well, maybe they ARE out to get me. *puts on foil hat*
crafty books -- i buy them. i don't always do what they instruct. they look like something i could do, but do i do them? no.
kodak -- they used to be out to get me and my money, until i went digital. hahaha
beanie babies -- i mean really, the toy makers at ty brainwashed the american public to stand in lines for hours in hope of getting that one elusive toy. how long did you stand in line to get your peace bear? and now look, you can't even give those dust collectors away.
there are more for sure, but for now i will leave you with this. the vampire phenomena. think about it.

orange.

health care & heath bars - any connection?

ok i don't really get this topic. health care works, but i think it could be better. and heath bars, well i'm allergic to nuts so i don't really eat those. but if i did eat one i would definitely need health care. in lieu of me trying to make something up about this topic i'll give you a photo for friday.

if i could have one gadget named after me, it would be ...

April's ART5Y Apparator
Just point the transfiguration device at the desired painting, hit the button and be transported into the painting of your choice. Become one with your favorite painting, by living in it. Time is limited to one hour in each piece of art. Become the Mona Lisa, discover a Starry Night, or go crazy in a Pollock!

(i've been ready way too much Harry Potter)

frenemies

definition:"Frenemy" (alternately spelled "frienemy") is a portmanteau of "friend" and "enemy" which can refer to either an enemy disguised as a friend or to a partner who is simultaneously a competitor.[1] The term is used to describe personal, geopolitical, and commercial relationships both among individuals and groups or institutions. The word has appeared in print as early as 1953.[2] from wikipeadia

i don't think that i have any frenemies. if you and i don't get along we probably just don't hang out or talk to each other. i think that frenemies seem to come into play in more forced social situations such as school or work. i would rather not waste time on people if we don't get along, why would i want to keep them as close as i would a friend?

potential new year's resolutions for 2010

i don't make new year's resolutions. i can't say that i never have. i think that when i was younger i would do the the whole "i'm going to try eat better and exercise" thing, but i never followed through. so i don't do them. i do like to make goals or "challenge" myself--something that i need to do more often. my goals this years would be to work on my photoshop art. i used to be SO into just fiddling around and coming up with some cool stuff (like above), but i just don't do it anymore and i hate that. i also want to start working on my book. it took a quiz on facebook for me to realize or remember what i've always wanted to do--write and illustrate a children's book. i also want to stop neglecting this website and i think that this is a start. i want to continue on my reading, which i have done really well this year. and lastly just make more art, whether it's photos, or just a few doodles, it's something i need to do for me, it's my own therapy and make me, well me.

A different/unique holiday tradition you participate in...

our tradition is slightly morbid, yet celebratory. our family, mostly my mom and i mark the day my grandmother died. 12.22.00. we do things in remembrance of her. sometimes we go to the michigan city beach (yes, in the cold) or go to olive garden b/c that was her favorite place to eat. 12.22 isn't just the day she died, but we discovered that those numbers show up in her life quite a few times. the most notable was that was the address of the old farmhouse in pennsylvania where she grew up. they're her numbers and now they are ours. everytime we see them on the clock, we always think of her. she is the reason i take so many flower photos or collect owls. they're all memories of her.

my irrational fear of ...

well here goes nothing, nobloplomo time and i'm going to try to do it. my friends are such a good influence on me ;-)

i have given this great thought and i have a lot of fear, but they are common ones, like death, snakes, etc. i don't think those are necessarily irrational. mine is probably more of an anxiety than anything, but i have this irrational fear of being ill or fainting when ever, but mostly when, i'm in a social situation or especially in a confined space, like the south shore train. i get all high anxiety, but then once i'm in the sitaution for a bit i'm fine. heck i haven't even passed out in about 8 years, but i did before then. i've fainted in my getting my cast off when i was 7, in painting class, during an eye exam, and whenever i get my blood taken. it's doesn't consume me like it used to, but it's kind of always there. and just to let you know that if i ever do pass out, i'll be fine, just slap me a couple of times. ;-)

coincidence?

we had a garage sale about a week ago, so i posted a listing on craigslist. this was my security code. yee ha!

omg

i have my computer back!! yes! i am so excited, i've had it for almost 2 years and only used it about 5 times, but it's set up once again. I need to get my desk reorganized and then i'll really be living large. it's just a good feeling to be using MY computer -- it's all MINE!! yippee!

hard work

before

after


i made another perennial garden this year (i'll take pics of the other one soon). i had been gathering plants that were on sale for awhile and decided that it was time to finally give them a new home today. it took me about three hours, but it's done. i eventually would like to get some mulch, but i'm pretty pleased. i always feel so much better working in the yard, planting flowers or mowing the lawn. it makes me feel very close to my gram b/c we would plant the flowers together ever since i was little girl.

IF: drifting

drifting made me thing of the owl and the pussycat. i know, they are supposed to be in a green boat, but i thought a raft would make it a little more interesting.

IF: Theater

henrietta just finished her first ballet performance. there was a little trepidation at first, but she was able to overcome her fears and ended with a standing ovation from the crowd.

warm weather

i'm so glad it's starting to get warm. i think it helps to be outside more, close with nature and in fresh air. i say that as i'm on the internet inside the house.